When does it become worth it??

The quote goes, "I never said it would be easy, I only said it would be worth it."

Do I have to die first??

We are alive here in Utah. I actually have a tone of pictures to share and stories to tell, however I am currently stuck in the world of dial up. That and I can't find the cable to download the pictures off of my camera. Just one of many things that are MIA. I will try really hard to be more positive the next time I write.
To give you a glimps of what has happened since I last wrote; We went to legoland, the wild animal park, the beach (4 times), the tide pools, BBQ'd with friends, a wild, crazy, and extremily fun last book club, the park, packed up and left.
We got here and the next day it snowed, and snowed, and snowed, we celebrated Hailey's birthday, and it snowed, and snowed, the kids went to their first day of school here, and it snowed and was cold, my grandmother died, and Riley got punched in the mouth at school.
A lot to write about and I will, another day when I can say it in a better way.